Saturday, June 03, 2006

but today i'm fine without you


there goes my 3 days of
mad rush at 830 in the morning
endless smiling (i've never smiled so much in my life. but it wasn't ache inducing, surprisingly)
act-kiddy voices and conversations ("you want to mum mum?? aiyo. naughty girl! what's your favourite colour? wow! you have a pet rabbit? what's its name?" just to list a few off the top of my head)
running around and bending down constantly
free YUMMY food (sugar cupcakes DIY popiahs chocolate marshmellows etc)
wiping of snot, washing of hands a million times a day (at least i didn't have to pee a boy HAHAH -looks at c)
& little Claudia running between and hugging my legs HEE. (ought to upload a picture of her, the cutest darling with the longestestest lashes!)

we must do this more!
much more fulfilling and :D than randomly standing around town asking for donations (or rather, just going to Darrenn's house to watch Spiderman)

communicating with people of different ages differ vastly from people around my own age..

with kids you're instinctively willing to give and give (do i sound like Silas Marner yet) and you don't expect anything back - a simple smile or nod makes your day THAT much brighter.
with adults they don't judge you as extensively and there is little awkwardness. silly auntie-taitais are quite funny. haha.
everybody just hangs loose and be themselves.
what a total 360deg turn from a scene in the cafeteria.

shall scoot off for tuition soon..and more study seshs to come over the weekend
- back to the reality of a 17 year old about to face the harshness of the dreaded A levels..
but on the flipside, there's sunday tv on starworld to look forward to..haha.


all the small things.